Wondering

I had a not so pretty 4th of July. The weekends here are so depressing right now. I sure don't feel like going out and meeting people, I don't really feel likeable at the moment and as I hesitate about where I will be at the end of this year in Florida... Well, it leaves me a little lost at the moment. I am definitely thinking about where this job can take me, unfortunately it feels very finite right now. I need to really think about what I want in my career and where I want to go. Are there steps I can take to make that path easier? Is that an MBA? Classes? It's things like this that drive my anxiety through the roof and considering I haven't seen the roof below me in the last two weeks, I don't even know where to begin.

In other news, my weight is going down, I really need my appetite to get all the workouts in I need for marathon training. I pretty much bonked with the trainer tonight and skipped my planned second workout. I guess I know what I will be doing tomorrow night.