It's Monday

It's Monday and I am just a bit bored. This is not unusual for me since the move seven months ago. Lately, I have been considering boredom and its effects on me. This opportunity was first discussed well over a year ago. I was so excited at the prospect of trying something new that I jumped at the chance. Do I regret the decision to move to a new state? Most weekends when I have nothing to do I dream of going back. Of all the fun things I would do, people I would hang out with, and just plain enjoy life more. Then I realize that there is no way in hell I could back to the company I work for, in their hands I have experienced more misery than anything else. More now that I am not in the office. If I didn't have such a great customer I would have left years ago. That means looking for a new job and moving back. Friends have offered the use of a local address should I want to apply. Do I want to put myself out there? Pursue another job in the field I only fell into? Should I go back to school and try what I originally planned to do when I completed my undergraduate degree?

Then I wonder why I think things were so great before. Is going out to dinner with friends occasionally a reason to give up some really great experience working with a large company? Is it just because I haven't made an effort here? All the what ifs are making me crazy. So is the boredom.